"The will is stronger than the spell"
Lord, i never really understood what that meant. Until now. Your will for me is stronger than any spell that Satan can weave over me. Your will for me to love you binds me close to you so that in the end, i am still Yours. Even though i may have strayed or fallen down, you will still pull me back. Just as you have done today when i asked you for help. And you replied so quickly. You seized me back into your arms as you welcome me back, your son, into your love and presence. Thank you for providing that timely help and rescue.
The first semester passed. And it did not pass like how it would have passed for others. It passed with you guiding me through, carrying me, making sure i would not drown. i passed through smoothly because of You. I would not worry about my exams or any other things that may come later since it is all in Your hands. Nietchze came and challenged you. But he failed. i can look back and say that i had a good semester. But good is not enough. i want better. so the second semester i give to you, to make it better. i have seen that giving it to You wasn't a bad decision after all. i am now convinced that the next one should go to you too. And the others that will follow.
Truly you are God. There can be no other. Thank You so much.